Almost

I don't know what to say. Everything was almost. I was almost going to India. I was really going the next day. I was almost going to have my last time at the boring YMCA. Even though I was leaving early than anybody else I didn't want to brag. Afterall I really like school. I actually wanted to trade places with somebody else and go to India another time. But I was also happy because I had a lot of problems and I wanted to escape them. I didn't know if I was ready for this. Of course it wasn't my last time but I had A LOT of friends. I also had friends in 5th grade and I REALLY didn't want to leave them. (They were going to middle scholl.) My BFF and I never wanted to seperate but I guess we had no choice. Atleast I can text her on my I-pod. We are also planning to text when I am in India. I had NO idea how I can text her with the BIG time distance. Emailing would have been easier but she didn't have one or she kept forgeting to tell me. I never bothered to ask.

I also am going to miss my dad and of course my dog (Cody). I was always attached to those two. I don't know how I will be when I am not with Cody. It feels like a test. He was sooooo cute.

Again am I ready for this?